I might not have said what I wanted to say...I might not have conquered what I wanted to win about..Worst is that, I never said " I love you" to the ones I love...Nevertheless what fate had laid up on me...I have stood up amidst them all...It was you, Dream Prince who helped me carry all my life's misfortunes...It was you who brought love and life to my frozen world...My chaotic being was appeased by your love and every malady was given cure...

If I'll say I love you today, will you still be there tomorrow to listen as I say it again???If I'll say I care, will you not hesitate to embrace my being and let me not strayed once more???

From this day forward I give my faith on you... I will learn to love you more and more 'till the day our paths come to meet...
Destiny is the only possibility that we should hold on to...

I love you and I always will...

Our paths may never be meeting at this episode of our lives...Still, I do promise, though we haven't laid eyes on each others...that I will never tend to forget how your memories touched the innocence of my love, molded my youth and lighted my horizon...

I am waiting for you...I will always be...Now and Forever...I knew somehow that you existed...I vaguely saw you at the distance of my dreams, but I swear I knew every details of your being, I've witnessed how you gaze into your solitude...I've remembered how you embraced my sadness when loneliness visited me and haunted me at night.

We grew up together at almost the same events of our lives which until now, we never dared to relinguish...When will you be coming back??? I am in ardent agony as I watch each passing day without a hint of your existence...Visit me once more as I lay my eyes close to rest from a dreadful day...Carry me with you...My willigness to come is unfathomable...


I LOVE YOU, Dream Prince...

How does it do you??? When in the first place you were totally alien to this whole new thing then all of a sudden, you finally found out that you were already trapped in this very compromising situation and that you have invested your deepest emotions just to gain his sympathy but all that was left of you was nothing,except of a broken heart and the confidence to "love again"....

When I was a kid, my dad used to remind me that to love someone is the most beautiful thing that a person could experience...And I used to believe that once...Not long 'till one day I decided to stop...Not because bitterness engulfs the entirety of my being but because I was tired...Very,very tired...My soul was calloused with restlessness that I turned numb,unable to feel,unable to sympathize and most of all unable to LOVE...

I felt that my heart was being robbed out of me when I found out that my gallant prince who promised to save me in times of distress had saved the other princess, leaving me in the hands of his enemies...For years, I became a captive, a prisoner and a slave by sorrow and deep longing-hoping that one day, he'll return to save me and provide me the security I need.But he never came,so I decided to move on facing the reality like a freeman should be.

And then I learned the art of "moving on",only to find out that the real concept of this whole new idea was not to make oneself move away, totally forgetting that tragic experience but rather,EXPOSING YOURSELF MORE TO THE PAIN AND GETTING USED TO IT...

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